Growing Up

Since this morning, I've been visiting about 30 profiles of my primary friends in Facebook. Wow maaan! I've just realised how much they've grown up through these years. You know, they all have changed, from those geeky and nerdy kids to those fashionable and adorable people. I don't really interact with them anymore, but yea, I do miss them tho :)

My mind started to fly far far away, to a kingdom I used to go in my dream whenever I tried to be alone. Yea, I safely arrived there and the kingdom was just as hectic as usual. I went up to the mountain and voila, I found a perfect spot for me to split into two. 

My other personality and I.

I asked her if I have grown much but she just kept silent.

I asked her if I'm still a kid but she just smiled.

I kept on asking her so many questions about why I couldn't be like my friends, why they seemed so happy, why they seemed like the one I wanted to be.

Yea, I knew the answer and those questions were actually useless. I was brought to reality back and found myself still here, in my room, in front of my mac.

Things changed and will never be the same.

Time was just ticking away, didn't care even though I asked him to stop for a while.

I used to be such a strong girl, then I grew up, forgetting that I was strong. I grew up being such a fragile girl that thought she could do everything but things just didn't let her to. I grew up, forcing myself to be as strong as metal. Yeah, it worked, at the outside. I grew up by blaming people around me. I grew up and being such an arrogant girl, thought that I could do everything better than anyone else.

And I realised , I turned myself down.

I am the one who can change myself.

Not the time nor people around me.

I am the one who can make myself moved on.

Not the time nor people around me.

I am the one who understands what growing up means for myself.

Not the time or people around me.

Happy Birthday, X. Have a great one !

Today,

Restus has gone to the pussy-heaven.

he'll be alright, won't he?

It is said..

that memory of the lost one remains beautiful and stays in people's heart forever.

It is said..

that memory of the lost one remains beautiful and stays in people's heart forever.

Beauty and the Beast

Wow it's been like ages since the last time I posted something on this blog. It's not that I didn't want to, but just.. I didn't know what to talk about. 

Anyways, now I'm freaking addicted to the Disney's Beauty and the Beast, which I'm sure you know very well of.

Beauty and the Beast is a 1991 Disney's animation, originally from France and that's why they named the major character as Belle, which means beauty in French.

Belle was told to be the most beautiful woman in her town and also the funniest one, as her hobby was reading books without caring what people said. Maurice, the 'loony' inventor, took a wrong turn to go to an invention championship and was trapped in Beast's castle, causing the two to meet. Belle found her father being a prisoner in Beast's castle and asked Beast if she could replace her father in being Beast's prisoner.

The Beast is actually an enchanted prince named Adam, who was cursed to be a beast by an enchantress, who was disguised herself as an old woman beggar, because of his selfishness and ignorance. The only way to break the spell is to learn how to love and earn her love in return, before the last petal of his enchanted rose fell, which would bloom until his twenty-first birthday. 

In his castle, Beast was not alone. There were Lumiere, Cogsworth, Mrs Potts, Fifi and Chip.

I really recommend it to you all, as it is a long-lasting movie of Disney.

Enjoy!